Tears of a depressive clown

Waking up at 5am has it's benefits (in the summer), but the darker it gets in the morning the more likely you are to find me being pathetic and beating my chest in frustration at the cruel fate which has me seeing the hour from the wrong side.



Job hunting at the best of times isn't fun. But, when you're trying to fit it in with a full time job, a long commute, and serious panic attacks, it turns into a marathon at sprint speed.


Writing is a craft; it takes time, dedication, and a certain level of skill. Unfortunately for me, right now these all appear to be missing. Does anyone have any idea where I can find them?