Normally I wouldn’t post something like this on my lj, but right this minute I don’t have anyone in real life I can confide in. I found a lump. I am trying very hard not to freak out, but not doing a very good job of it. Over here in the UK they don’t test women for anything unless they have a history of it in the family, or they are over 55, fortunately we don’t have a history, unfortunately (or sort of fortunately, if you get what I mean) I am under the age of 55.
Tomorrow is a bank holiday which means that no GP surgeries are open, but that is only making that little panic noise in my head drone on louder…Trying desperately not to just burst into hysterical tears right now.